Funny how fate or destiny works. Does anyone really believe or even think about fate or destiny when things are shitty. I know personally, that it never crosses my mind unless things start looking up. Notice I said Start.
When things start to feel "right" I think, "This is where I am supposed to be." or "this is what I am meant to do." But how do we really know? And why does that feeling seem to expire so quickly?
My friends are not so optimistic. And some perhaps overly so.
Maybe we can be anything we want to be. Maybe we can't. There will always be people doing things they hate just to get by. But I know that is not me. I am not saying that people who do so are bad or wrong. Not at all.
And I won't waste my time going into the obvious reasons for why I think that. Mostly because I know no one is actually reading this.
I started interning thinking I would learn from the best how a small business is run. It's been four months and the only thing I am certain of is some people just can not lead.
Unfortunately I already knew that. So now I'm still there and helping with a big marketing campaign. Which I thought would be exciting. I thought, " Yes finally a chance for some real success!" But it's not really fun.
Writing about shit I don't really know about. Being engulfed in social media. It's kinda repulsive actually.
I need human interaction. I mean, I think, I truly require it. I get bored really easy. Like right now.
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